“Those who sow in tears will reap with songs of joy, bringing their sheaves with them.” – Psalm 126:5-6

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Beloved: The God Who Sees Me

October 31st marks the 4th anniversary of my son’s passing from this earth and joining our Lord and Savior, Jesus Christ. I do something special to honor my son; it helps me to keep moving forward toward Jesus’ love and the hope for my future in heaven with my son and grandchildren, whom I never got to hold. I started this journey around the first week of October; letting go was the most challenging part for me, and every word was written with tears in my eyes. As a mother, not all my questions are answered. God knows every detail, and I find comfort in knowing that God will bring everything into the light. Until then, I lay this at the foot of the Cross, and pray the LORD comfort and bless those who mourn the loss of a child. If you have been walking and praying with me through this journey, thank you! 

“Beloved: The God Who Sees Me” was created in loving memory of my precious son,
His body was found on the side of the road.
In the depths of my grief, I cried out, “God, where were You?”

And the Lord answered,
“I was there. I have always been there.
I took your beloved home.”

Even in the valley of sorrow, God sees.
Even in the silence, He is present.
And from every tear sown in faith, He brings forth a harvest of hope —
a sheaf of remembrance, redemption, and love everlasting

In Loving Memory of Ramon Liles
September 20, 1978 – October 31, 2021

Beloved was written through tears — sacred tears that water the soil of faith. My son was my Beloved child taken from me too soon.
My prayer is that those who read my story are blessed beyond measure
and reminded that our hope is in Jesus Christ.
Who holds us closer than a brother in our times of grief and sorrow.

We are not alone.
Not ever.
He is the God who sees.

Soli Deo Gloria