Scripture:
“In the beginning was the Word, and the Word was with God, and the Word was God.”
— John 1:1
Opening Prayer
LORD Jesus,
You are the Living Word.
Teach me to recognize the difference between empty words and truth that leads me to You.
Where fear taught me to appease, teach me to trust.
Where survival taught me to hide, teach me to walk in the light.
Where old images still live in my mind, meet me there with Your presence.
And let Your Word become a lamp for the next step.
In Jesus’ name, amen.
Words are just words without the Word.
Recently, I read about ancient people who tried to appease giants with food, words, or deeds to secure their own provisions or safety.
The image stayed with me.
Maybe because I understood appeasement long before I understood the word itself.
For years, I lived with someone who craved the things of this world.
Sometimes, I appeased him to keep the peace.
I learned to watch.
To anticipate.
To soften my words.
To avoid certain subjects.
To move carefully.
To survive.
And in my mind, an old childhood story began to take on a different meaning.
Jack and the Beanstalk
Not as a fairy tale.
As a survival story.
A giant.
Danger.
A child trying to navigate what was too big for him.
A world where one wrong move could bring destruction.
It may sound strange for a grown woman to return to childhood imagery to understand adult pain.
But now I see it differently.
That little child in me never completely disappeared.
I learned how to survive abuse as a child. I tested my caregivers’ emotional weather.
I knew when to speak, when to keep quiet, and when to flee.
As a child, I learned how to survive. I watched, I waited, I discerned.
The little child He kept helping me.
When I had no language for chaos, he gave me pictures.
When I could not explain danger, he gave me stories.
When I did not know how to make sense of fear, he created images that helped me survive it.
And then I remember the words of Jesus:
“Let the little children come to Me.”
— Matthew 19:14
Perhaps He was not asking me to silence that child.
Perhaps He was inviting him to come too.
The little child who had learned to survive giants did not need another giant.
They needed a Shepherd.
They needed truth.
They needed safety.
They needed Jesus.
For a long time, I knew Bible verses.
I heard religious words.
I knew what people said God expected.
But words can serve many purposes.
Words can comfort.
Words can manipulate.
Words can control.
Words can condemn.
Even Scripture can be quoted without revealing Christ’s heart.
Jesus warned about people who searched the Scriptures but still refused to come to Him for life.
“You study the Scriptures diligently because you think that in them you have eternal life. These are the very Scriptures that testify about Me, yet you refuse to come to Me to have life.”
— John 5:39–40
That is the difference.
The Bible is not merely a collection of words.
It leads us to The Word.
John wrote:
“The Word became flesh and made His dwelling among us.”
— John 1:14
Jesus is the Living Word.
And something changed when I stopped surrendering to fear and began surrendering to Him.
I had spent years asking:
What do I need to say?
What do I need to do?
How do I keep the peace?
How do I prevent the explosion?
Appeasement had become a survival skill.
But surrender to Jesus was entirely different.
Appeasement said:
What must I do so you will not hurt me?
Surrender said:
Jesus, what is true?
Appeasement made me study the giant.
Surrender taught me to follow the Shepherd.
Appeasement kept my attention fixed on danger.
Surrender slowly redirected my eyes toward Christ.
And then Scripture began becoming something different.
Not merely verses.
Not merely religious language.
A map.
A lamp.
A way through.
“Your word is a lamp for my feet, a light on my path.”
— Psalm 119:105
A lamp does not illuminate the entire journey.
It gives enough light for the next step.
That was how I learned to walk.
One step.
One prayer.
One truth.
One day.
Sometimes the path felt covered with landmines.
Fear.
Manipulation.
Old beliefs.
False guilt.
Condemnation.
Confusion.
But God’s Word began to help me see where to step.
Not because I had suddenly mastered Scripture.
Because Scripture was leading me to Jesus.
And Jesus was teaching me the difference between submission to God and surrendering myself to another person’s control.
He was teaching me that peace is not the same as appeasement.
Silence is not always holiness.
Fear is not obedience.
And another person’s demands are not automatically God’s will.
The Shepherd does not drive His sheep into terror.
Jesus said:
“My sheep listen to My voice; I know them, and they follow Me.”
— John 10:27
Follow.
Not panic.
Not perform.
Not appease.
Follow.
And somewhere along that road, the little child who once imagined ways to survive giants began learning something new.
She did not have to defeat every giant.
She did not have to predict every danger.
She did not have to remain hidden forever.
She could come to Jesus.
Maybe that is part of healing.
The child does not disappear.
She learns whose hand to hold.
And the grown woman discovers that she was never foolish for needing imagery.
Those pictures were once survival tools.
Now they can become testimony.
The giant no longer gets the final word.
Fear no longer gets the final word.
Religion no longer gets the final word.
The Word does.
And His name is Jesus.
Sacred Pause
Close your eyes for a moment and picture your younger self.
Do not force an image.
Notice what comes.
Ask:
What did this child have to learn to survive?
Then ask:
What does Jesus want her to know now?
Imagine bringing that child to Christ.
You do not have to explain everything.
You do not have to make her brave.
Just let her come.
Then pray:
Jesus, teach us both to recognize Your voice.
Prayer of Repentance
Father,
Forgive me for the times fear became my master.
Forgive me when I confused appeasement with peace.
Forgive me when I surrendered to human control instead of surrendering my heart to You.
Forgive me for every way I have allowed another person’s words to carry more authority than Yours.
And forgive me when I have treated Scripture merely as information while resisting the One it reveals.
Wash me from fear, false guilt, and misplaced allegiance.
Teach me to live under the lordship of Jesus Christ alone.
Let Your truth renew my mind.
Let Your Love cast out fear.
And let Your Word guide my steps.
In Jesus’ name, amen.
Today’s Prayer
LORD Jesus,
You are the Word made flesh.
Come into every place where words were used to frighten, manipulate, confuse, or control me.
Replace lies with truth.
Replace fear with discernment.
Replace appeasement with holy peace.
Meet the child within me who once searched for ways to survive giants.
Let her come to You.
Teach her that she no longer has to make herself small to be safe.
Teach me to hear Your voice above every other voice.
When the road feels dangerous, be my lamp.
When I cannot see far ahead, give me enough light for Today.
When old fears return, remind me:
I do not belong to the giant.
I belong to the Shepherd.
And when words surround me from every direction, bring me back to this truth:
Words are just words without The Word.
Keep me close to Jesus.
In His name,
Amen.
Scripture References
John 1:1, 14
Matthew 19:14
John 5:39–40
Psalm 119:105
John 10:27
1 John 4:18
Romans 12:2
Psalm 23:1–4
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